AZAMS.

assalamualaikum!

new look. new place. new resolution.

i made a vow to myself, which is quite scary because still i am not sure whether i'll abide by them or hmm.. not.

first resolution- i need a guru to teach me recite the Qoran.

and alhamdulillah! Syer agreed to be one. well she's good at it.
i've started learning the Qoran for like one and a half years and i'v finished that holy book twice. but i have a doubt on the hukm of my recitation. is it okayy for someone like me to learn reciting the Qoran without having someone to guide(guru).

last time i asked Ustz Azhar Idrus through fb, he said- bacaan mungkin betul dan mungkin salah. jadi kena cari guru baru untuk ajarkan.

so ya la.. untung berteman dengan seseorang yang xkedekut ilmu. cause dammit i still have a longg longg journey to go. my past has taught me a lot. jadi sekarang saya nak jadi seorang perempuan cantik luar dan dalam supaya Allah redha akan hidup saya. hihi.

resolution kedua ialah untuk lebih outspoken dan bersosial.

eversince my kindergarten i was a naive girl. malu gila jumpa dengan orang baru, be it a guy or a girl. asyik2 class, makan, tidur, gi toilet ngan orang yang sama ja. many thought tht i'm a cocky girl with shitty face who doesn't even smile bila jumpa orang. damn!! ramai yang cakap macam tu sampai saya dah boleh senyum sendiri bila dengar. dulu macam malas nak ambik kisah but now, i really think i need to speak to people. kena start senyum nampak gigi. kena start cakap kuat sikit sambil buat expression omg omg omputeh. kena buang muka pemalas dan buruk itu. perlu!

resolution ketiga ialah untuk mengosongkan hatred list.

seperti biasalah, i hate a lot of things in my life.
morning class, bumping into ex, bitchy colleagues, fierce lecturers, yellow veges, poor cats, copied assignments..bla..bla..
semua kena kosongkan. baru tenang hati.

fourth resolution- soulmate.
gatal betul. haha.
sapa yang taknak kawin kan.
btw i'm out of the game. no more relationships before 'akad. the only thing i'll work on is to pray and du'a to Allah swt. may He guide us to the truthful way of finding each other. may He take care of you every single day you live.
may He ease everything for both me and you.
berhenti mencari jodoh. biarlah jodoh yang cari kita.

:)

setakat ni, tulah dia saya punya azams. oh satu lagi ialah nak kumpul pointer tinggi-tinggi..hihi.

till then, bye!